Family/relocation

It s hard to describe this because I m inside this, but I m going to give it a go... Before I enter into a flashback mode, I get a warning, alarm bells ringing type of feeling... Kind of a ⚠feeling....A panic feeling..a feeling of something taking over me.If i Don t listen to it and back away or can t avoid it, I get triggered. If I am triggered, I lose total control of myself, and become dissassociated from myself. I then enter flashback mode. I can t fully describe what happens there... My Flashbacks And Disassociation
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