Family Scapegoating And The Holidays: Is There Anything I Can Do To Reconcile With My Family?

This is long. For anyone who actually reads this, I could use any input or feedback. My mother went in a trip with my father. She sent me emails about the trip. Ones my father had written. She took his name out and then sent them to me. My father refuses to acknowledge I exist and my mother has done all she could to tell all family members to not be around me because it upsets him. He was an abuser as a child and when I was 16 I became the loud mouth scapegoat that tried to tell everyone... Family Scapegoating And The Holidays: Is There Anything I Can Do To Reconcile With My Family?
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