Cocaine-fueled Anger

Things are really bad lately and he left overseas he isn t at War he has to work over there for logistics. He hasn t called me in a month and I can t handle it. I love him and he is basically the only person that have really. I mean I have my mom and sister but they don t understand me now matter how hard I try to explain it to them. I m going through so much. I don t know if this is the right forum..I just can t believe he just left and hasn t contacted me at all. I can t take it anymore it... I Have To Forget My Boyfriend
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