I Didn't Write It

I came home from T (don t remember most of session not the ride home) and that evening I found an entry in my journal I didn t write. It s an electronic journal so no handwriting but it s also time stamped for that afternoon after my session. This is what it said. I removed names. Wanna know a secret? Is it safe to tell you? She s asleep. I exist when she s asleep. I don t feel pain, hunger. I can drive. I m always in the background. I am the default. I can wake her up if I need to. I can... I Didn t Write It
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