Fallen Inbetween Chairs

I am so anxious. I am so reactive. I am scared I am not good enough to teach meanings of the poems and also complex sentences. This really is ridiculous on some levels but it feels really real to me. I feel am such a failure that I have this crazy idea in my head that I should kill myself which is way over the top for such a thing. I want to die to prevent failure and the failure could happen, but is I prepare it is unlikely. But I have wicked anxiety. I feel like going to sleep which... Struggling With Prac Teaching, Anxiety And The Feelings Of Badness
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