Emotionless

Hello, I ve never been diagnosed with PTSD, however I believe I ve experienced symptoms most of my life. Being diagnosed would mean I d have to process the things I ve lived through and deal with them as reality. I can tell anyone my horror stories & never shed a tear because most of the time, it feels like I m doing just that "telling a story". On rare occasions, reality hits me & I panic because I m terrified that emotions are going to overwhelm me and I won t be able to get them under... Emotionless
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