To Go Or Not To Go

My mom went back in the hospital last night. I went down two weeks ago when she was in icu. The five hour drive each way kicked my butt....not to mention being around my family of origin. I missed a lot of work the following week and got a talking to by management. The doc is considering a pacemaker. Family whatever dictates I should be in the hospital during surgery and at least a day after. I cannot do it. I know I ll be perceived as an uncaring bitch, but I really don t care....and I... To Go Or Not To Go
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