New Place, On Edge, Can't Sleep

I m on holiday right now, it s the first night after arriving and I just want to go home. I can t sleep, I m just so on edge and I don t know what to do about it. I m with my BF and I m so conscious that he s so excited about this and been looking forward to it for so long I don t want to ruin it. I just want to get through the week and get home, but I feel bad about that too because it s my holiday as well and I want to enjoy it. But I don t know how I can if I spend it all feeling this,... New Place, On Edge, Can t Sleep
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