I am so ashamed of myself. It is a beautiful spring day out, I have a job, a boyfriend, a cat, and a few good friends but all I want to do is die. The pain of childhood abuse and a sexual assault have become too much for me and I have constant day dreams of me killing myself, but the absurd thing is I still get out of bed and go to work and kill myself to get good grades in school and try to have a social life. I wear a mask all the time and so when it mounts up I let my anger out on my very... Want To Die
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