Is Not Telling The Same As Lying?

I am sitting here wondering is not telling the same as lying? My husband is aware of my sexual abuse as a child and being raped in college, but I don t think he understands how 20 years later I am still affected by it. So I have not told him about this place, where I feel free to share my feelings without judgment. He is anti social media in all forms and I honestly don t know what he would say. I am a wife, a mother, an employee. I run kids around to lessons, practices etc., but don t... Is Not Telling The Same As Lying?
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