My diagnosed PTSD is caused by the traumatic death (witnessed) of my dearest friend. To cut a long story short i never believed even in light of all evidence that she would actually die. So now i find myself obsessively watching medical trauma programmes on TV. I can only do this on my own like a guilty secret.I think i am ashamed that people might think that i am faking my PTSD if i can watch that sort of potentially triggering content. I do have physical reactions when watching.. my heart... Why Do I Do This And Feel Nothing?
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/why-do-i-do-this-and-feel-nothing.50405/
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