Constantly Having This Feeling Of Paranoia

I will tell you this right now: I m a very paranoid person. I have been for a long time. As I ve posted before, my treatment at school really affected me into developing a PTSD. The major problem that I still experience though are not just the dissociative episodes, but also the constant paranoia episodes. I constantly fear "they re out to get me". Looking back at my school days it was almost as if I was treated as the enemy, or I perceived it as such. Whenever I think of those days, I fill up... Constantly Having This Feeling Of Paranoia
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