Becoming A Real Mental Case Over Pain

Physical pain is driving me insane. I can t tell my doctor I keep thinking about just wanting to die or be done with this because she ll just want to medicate me (I m already over-medicated because of chronic pain). I already have a therapist but insurance won t cover this therapy for much longer and I don t feel like I can start over right now (or can t handle that stress). WHAT I WANT IS RELIEF FROM PAIN. I see a couple different doctors soon. I m doing everything I can. But I m exhausted and... Becoming A Real Mental Case Over Pain
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