Finding I Have More Triggers Than I Realised

When I was a kid I would do things with other boys my age that I didn t understand. Like touching each others bodies and what not. Stick with me here. When I was sexually and physically abused by a male relative of mine I was certain that I was straight. (Still know nothing about homosexuality at this age.) During my senior high school year I dated a fellow student who was male. Everything happened so quickly and I was afraid of what was happening because I thought I was straight but I also... Trying To Understand My Orientation
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