Darkness

I don t even know where to start Here s what I know I have a mum who isn t there She became that way when I was fourteen. I feel like it s my fault That I wasn t good enough for her to stay sane for. I have two lives in a sense Past in who I was and Who i left behind Present in who I am And where I am now Last week i forced them to mix Last week I had a funeral She was from my past The past mixed with the present No one understands I call it my past life I don t associate with my past life... Darkness
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