Admitting Suicidal Thoughts

So I ve recovered most of my memories from 12 on (or at least a good amount) but I still don t remember much of my childhood except for random things here and there. When I was a kid, my sister and I had a pet quail. I was carrying it back from the woods where we took it to play to our house in a box. When I opened the box it was dead. I was told I d broken its neck by carring the box too roughly and have always felt very guilty about that. This is what I remember. The other night, my... Uncertain
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