I guess I m having a pity party. I m frustrated that every time I get healthier and stronger, I get another set back (overgeneralization? @Ms. Spock .) Surgery sucks. While not many of them have been too major, I always wonder if this time will be the time I don t wake up...and that gets me thinking do I even want to wake up? I have had at least one surgery where I didn t want to and a couple breathing treatments later I had no choice. I was in recovery thinking if I just stop breathing... Pity Party
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