Can't Tell If I'm Really Evil Or Not, Need Input

The worry and anxiety is relentless. It s almost as if my brain does not know how to shut it off anymore. I worry about all the pain that is in my body and the cause of it. I worry I am going to damage something and ask the "what if" question ALL THE TIME. And when my family, who is extremely supportive, gets a little annoyed, I grow angry. I turn into a time bomb that has no way of being stopped and it wears me out...I get so fed up with myself, wishing I was not such a pain, wishing I was... Can t Stop The Obsessive Worry, Wishing I Could Just Put An End To It
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