Early in therapy, I accepted that I had been violent. I had sworn I would not repeat the excuse, but all those thoughts about getting rid of perpetrators found a target, and the target was me. I couldn t handle this part that hated me so badly, that wanted me to die, so I dissociated from it. Some of you have seen me go through all sorts of contortions and extremes, desperately trying to forgive various folks in order to avoid coming in contact with my desire for extinction. Building a... Dissociated Part Wanted Me To Die
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