Living In A Dream

I m not doing so hot-- it s hard for me to admit to the people I love, because they ve seen me in so much pain already... it s nice to not be looked at like I might implode at any moment. It s nice to have my loved ones confidence again, after a string of dramatic incidents from assaults to overdoses... nice to not bring the drama. But things are hard. I can t sleep, been feeling physically ill, and obsessing over details and flashes of experiences that haunt me. The basement, tied up,... Losing It Quietly
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