How Do I Go About This?

I posted this in the hugs section also but I felt it worked well as a introduction about myself also. I called into work because I can t bare anyone seeing me. My boyfriend of 5 years is contemplating breaking up with me because he doesn t know if I m good for him anymore even though he loves me very much and wants a life with me. I m broke, I have no drive, I keep gaining weight from stress eating. I m starting out with a new doctor and they took me off effexor er 187.5 mg daily because i... Broken And Its So Visible
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