Have You Ever Had Survival Sex?

I don t know anyone IRL with PTSD. (I probably do, but not well enough to disclose) so I don t know if this is common. I have a CONSTANT embarrassment/self conscious thing going on. Like, fricken constantly. Even my nightmares revolve around this. It is hard to function in a world where everything makes you feel ashamed. Like if I am taking a split second too long in ordering at a restaurant, or if I feel I am in the way somewhere. Or if I realize I am walking in the wrong direction and... Constantly Embarrassed For No Reason
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