Therapy And Meds Have Failed Me And Now I'm Lost In Sorrow

I m Ahka, PTSD sufferer for 26 months. Therapy and meds have failed me and now I m lost in sorrow. I m really not sure why I m here, I guess I m just looking for someone with a similar situation.
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/therapy-and-meds-have-failed-me-and-now-im-lost-in-sorrow.52428/