I get stuck in survival mode over and over. It s my default setting. Tonight I told a few friends at an AA meeting that I have gone so far as to put a couple nice affirmations in my pocket. I want to internalize them, I want to connect to a spiritual life. But I don t believe I deserve anything beyond basic survival. Here s how it went: Near death baby: NICU. Near death toddler: PICU Come out not sure I should even survive. No love, bits of abuse. I became insanely self-destructive. It took... Survival Vs Growth
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