I Don't Believe Myself

I am walking around today disbelieving a very real physical issue that I have. I am beating myself up over it. I cried over it. I am calling myself crazy over it. I don t understand what is going on in my head. Why don t I believe me? Why do I refuse to believe my body when it is trying to tell me something? What is WRONG with me???? My pancreas is fine apparently. The doctor is planning on going to town with the tests because as he stated (without my mentioning it), I could not... I Don t Believe Myself
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