Hidden Badge Of Shame

I was just thinking.. It really hurts me at times to look into my mothers eyes and feel like a liar because I can t bring myself to tell her that I ve been diagnosed with PTSD, let alone that I was raped at 18. I have this secret that I m too afraid to disclose to the ones I love. It s too much for me to be vulnerable with others because of the assault. It s been nearly three years but it s still festering... I had to pay $30 after I was raped to get the Plan B pill at the health... Hidden Badge Of Shame
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