Upset, I Feel Less Than, Can't Stop Crying

My husband was diagnosed with PTSD almost 2 years ago as the result of flashbacks to childhood sexual Abuse. Lately things have been really tough and I feel so exhausted and lonely. Sometimes he is so far away even though he is physically present. Sometimes it is painful when he is emotionally present to remember what I am missing. I find myself feeling sad and angry and so scared for what the future holds for our family. I m Depressed and tired of the heavy weight of holding our family... I Feel So Alone
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