Desperately Need Perspective

So I have PTSD stemming from several sexual traumas starting in childhood. My parter was with me during my last two traumas - roofied on spring break my senior year and again a few years later when I was passed out drunk by a person in our social circle. Recently I remembered a new (old, but feels new to me) trauma about sexual assault when I was five. My partner knows I have been dealing with this and I am really struggling, particularly with dissociation. A couple nights ago I asked my... Desperately Need Perspective
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