My Primary Care Doc Is Leaving And I Am Worried

I have this opportunity to stay in a long term shelter for up to 2 years instead of couch surfing and trying to figure out where to sleep every couple nights. It s a good program. Like living in a condo with roommates, and social workers check up on you, and you have to take these classes once a week and sleep there every night and pass drug tests and stuff like that. It s a safe program, I think, and I keep trying to go through with it but I keep backing out and I am so freaking sick of it.... I m So Angry
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