Mmd/a-typical Depression Cannot Be Cured?

I haven t been around much. I sometimes think I am letting my PTSD define me and outside of the forum it s a taboo topic. I am not doing so hot. I m tired of watching myself spiral out of control and I am spiraling. I realized I can t trust myself to pick healthy people to be friends with. Actually I think healthy people see I am damaged and immediately create boundaries that are exclude friendship. Those I click with are past abusers in different skins. The last I realized is a drug... Repeat, Repeat, Repeat
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