Lost In Love. What To Do?

Hi. I needed to have a screening colonoscopy done - as I have a high risk of polyps/cancer. I had it done yesterday. I was very upfront with the nurses/doctor about my PTSD and concerns - I did not want to wake up at all during the procedure. I was woken up about 10 seconds too soon - and felt them pulling out the tube and was immediately pummeled memories and flashbacks. Had I not been still feeling the effects of the sedative, I would have probably had a full-blown panic attack. I am... Re-traumatized From Colonoscopy
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