Does This Sound Like Forgotten Childhood Sexual Trauma? ...or Something Else

Hi all. I m a 25-year-old female and some things have been eating away at me more and more lately. In general my Memory is pretty vivid and precise and I have clear memories from even infancy before I could talk, but a few key things seem missing? I remember I had a normal close relationship with my mom when I was very little, maybe up until age 4 (or it could be up until years later, I just cannot remember) and there were hugs and physical contact and all that. But at some point... it could... Does This Sound Like Forgotten Childhood Sexual Trauma? ...or Something Else
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