Am I Hallucinating? Do I Need A Doctor?

I should be able To work To remember To forget To forgive To move on To get out To stay in To not need a doctor To not need therapy To live But When I work I brake down When I remember I can t sleep When I forget I needed to remember When I forgive it s painful When I try to move on I take steps... Maybe
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