Who Do You Hide Your Ptsd From?

the bad thing about having to be manic to stay safe, is it does not work all the time, while my brain does not want to sleep when my body does, it eventually does get tired, and I start to drop, and feel like crap. I just wish it would end. I am tired of this struggle it seems to never end. It would be nice if that storm hermane could just swing over my way and pick me up and leave everyone else alone. But even nature is not nice to me. I am just tired of all this. I don t feel like... Starting To Feel Like Crap, Just Wish This Would End
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