I keep having fantasies about killing myself. I see myself with the knife I feel this force and I think I see someone on the other end I put the knife in their face I see trow up coming out of their face I feel better but then when the feeling goes away I realize that it s my other self I brutally stab them and I feel like shit when I m done but then I reason it away that they just started an argument and a fight for some stupid reason to set me up or make me look stupid.
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