May Need Hand Surgery :(

Last year over the course of January-March, I was raped 8 times (maybe more that I fail to remember because of Memory repression) by my ex. It s approaching the 1 year mark and because of school, I am forced to see him 5 days a week. As the 1 year mark approaches, I ve been getting more and more anxious, like heavier and heavier weights are being put upon my chest. It makes me feel like a failure. I ve been fighting so hard to get better and lately I ve been crying on a daily basis and... Increased Anxiety As 1 Year Date Of First Trauma Approaches
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/may-need-hand-surgery.69425/