When Taking A Shower, Do You Face The Shower Head Or Have Your Back To It?

I m not in a good head space. I know there s some other trump threads floating around, so maybe I should just be posting there. Maybe posting here is just me being selfish. Maybe what my family said was truth. Maybe what my T has been telling me is lies. Maybe my dad talking about my mom and I like we were objects that existed to temp men and that we should expect to be groped and objectified was true. Maybe it wasn t any big deal when my dad copped a feel and I should have understood it was... Trump And The Dad
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