A Very Diffrent Life

We went out to dinner last night. I thought we had a good time. Went to bed about midnight. 4 in the morning he wakes up (as he often does), goes to the loo, we say a few words to each other about the weather. He gets back into bed. We spoon for a couple of minutes. So far so normal. Then he suddenly pushes me away. I roll over to face him in the dark and he says "I m so sad and lonely". I hold him and say "I m here sweetheart". And he says "I don t feel connected to you anymore".... Hurting
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