Ptsd- Pushed Away And Confused

Hi, folks. I was looking for a place to talk, didn t know where to go, and found this site. I apologize in advance for the length of the story here. First off, there s a woman I love deeply that sufferers from severe PTSD. She was sexually assaulted in the Military. We first met in high school (I was 15, she 13). We dated twice during our youth, and finally broke up when she was 18 and I 20. I was in college far away, she joined the military. 12 years went by, and about 5 years ago,... Ptsd- Pushed Away And Confused
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