Missing Therapy Again..,

No one gets me. They think I am some lazy ass who doesn t care. I feel like practically everything has been taken from me. All of my dreams. I still have my kids yet because i am mentally ill people act as though i don t deserve them. I am this horrible Mother because medications treating the wrong problem didn t work. Yes that was my fault. Appearantly i am unworthy and undeserving of everything. I want the easy out, but my homework is to think of my kids and how my easy out would impact... It s Too Painful
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