The Thoughts Are Getting Stronger

Google says to tell someone. I will tell my T on Monday but u guys are the first... Lucky u Oh, I ve been having suicidal thoughts for quite a while now, approximately the past 2 years. I mean I ve had them in the past but just fleeting. Now, I think about it more and more. And less & less about the pain I will cause pple who care about me. I focus more on the pple I m angry at and that this will SHOW them. But on the other hand, I really don t want ANYONE to bear the responsibility of my... The Thoughts Are Getting Stronger
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