My Fault Somehow

I had the most painful realization of my life today. As my baby s father continues to terrorize me and talk about how he s going to get sole custody, and continues to generally seek conflict and stress me out, I realized that really, if I were just out of the way my baby would not have to experience this. If I were to just give in and give the abusive father what he wants, there would be no more conflict, the baby would not have to grow up around conflict, and maybe he would genuinely be... My Fault Somehow
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