My first real trauma happened at 19 in the USA. I had no mechanisms to deal with it and my response was to move overseas to finish school. 7 years later I was married and still living overseas and the PTSD hit. It was like a bubble was burst... And the world was no longer the same. For the following 3-4 years I cycled from intrusive PTSD, severe panic (constant terror), catatonic depression, paranoia and disassociation. I cycled from over medicating, to cutting, to over excerciseing to... Hopelessness
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/hopelessness.63862/
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