No Therapy For 2 Months

my normal t has been off work injured for two months and i have been struggling without her. i was told that she would return to normal duties a month ago and resume appointments at the same time but heard nothing from her office. this week i got a call telling me she is back at work but after so long without therapy i am reluctant to start again with her. i have no one else though. i know i need to see her but scared to start again
https://www.myptsd.com/c/threads/no-therapy-for-2-months.52809/