I'm So Bored

I m bored with having PTSD. I m bored with the symptoms. Last night I woke with from a nightmare, and found myself thinking, at the same time as over breathing and sweating, "Oh, not another murderous lunatic in a cave" I m bored with running from them in my sleep. I m bored with startling every time someone walks past the house, or the TV changes volume or brightness. I m bored with being stuck in the house, and with every week telling myself that this week I ll go out. With the endless... I m So Bored
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