Darkness

Even when I like the person and am okay with them coming to my house, I feel like part of me doesn t agree to it. Then, I get massive anxiety while they are visiting and can hardly sit still. Even, after they go, I m still a wreck! I feel completely out of myself, like someone turned me inside out! I think this gets worse and worse as I know I will pay for it, if I have a visitor. Even talking on the phone is now making me phobic. I get physically ill for weeks, break out in rashes, etc.... Anxiety When Anyone Comes To My House
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