Had a little break, but went back and had an EMDR session today. Went over the memory of my most painful sexual assault at 7. It was not an easy session. Anyways... My T believes that this memory represented an escalation in my abuse in addition to outlining how I was groomed and desensitized with precision. I was groomed. Trained to please him. Taught that if I didn t fight back then I didn t get hurt and it would be over faster. I still have nightmares that he comes for me and I, even... At Seven..
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