Surprisingly Calm About This

I have a history of people (ex et al) stalking me. I have been at my sons for the past two weeks. Only certain people would know this. Normally I get all freaked out in houses but since my trip to California I have not been triggered up at all about it, which I thank god or whoever for because this would be a really bad time to get all freaked out like I used to. I smoke. I took a coffee cup 3 days ago, filled it with snow, and put my cigarette butts into it. I haven t emptied it... Surprisingly Calm About This
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