Confused

i am new... My apologies for not posting an intro. I am so confused. Is it possible to have repressed/suppressed memories of childhood sexual abuse? I have no recollection of sexual abuse but I have a lot of "symptoms" of someone who has been abused and I am told by a professional that I identify as if I were sexually abused. Here s what s happened that I do remember and it s not really in reference to me... Finding out as a youngster that my mom was raped, running into one of her perps in cvs... Confused
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