I Think I Know Why I "sabotaged" The Relationship

Even though I was moderately happy on a day-to-day basis in the relationship, it had been starting to go bad ever since I gave up my unit and moved in permanently with him. The reality is, I have always been incredibly insecure in this relationship - so much so that it was crippling to me at times. As I felt his commitment to the relationship slipping away, I started to get that awful sinking feeling in my gut that something was wrong. I d experienced that feeling in my previous... I Think I Know Why I "sabotaged" The Relationship
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